new day...new yeaar...new me?

esok will be a new year...
plan?Allah has a better one for me.hubby is currently in Penang.n will be there from now on...me?tgh sedih lg sbb penat berjauhan.with d baby lg.tp xper...like i said,Allah has a better plan for me n he knows best kan.

i pray dat i can b a better person everyday but lately been fighting with my inner strength.i always failed to challenge myself.yyyy????i need to be strong...and stronger.hehe...

induction is over...n a week of school holidays has past too.
what now?
i have a lot of plan in mind for my class next year but let just enjoy d holidays first aite?
got tons of wedding invitation...check chenor's and waiting for ona's n aesha's.sorry to frens from d north.its too far la girls....hehe

i had a great time during induction especially meeting other teslians girls there.being in one room with ona really made me feel like in college again.meronggeng sampai mlm sampai lupa plak im carrying a baby in me.n d most unexpected was d meeting with kamal gopalan.a chilhood fren.xsangka giler kamal jd cikgu..hehe.

best jugak bila dpt ramai kwn baru.masa memula nak pg rasa...lamanya 2 minggu walopon excited sbb dpt spend time ngan yg lelain.considered d course as a vacation jer.mkn n tempat tido free!i guess my over excitement made the time flies.bila agaknya dpt jumpa lg??

n..ader sikit regret sbb dpt jumpa ceno kejap jer on her big day.she does look great despite her skinny phsyic.haha...

now...cant wait to spend precious time with my husband as he is going back to penang next year.huhu

check up

went for my second cek up today...n got back wondering how time flies coz the nurse said dat im now in my 16 week.wah...dats equal to 4 monts kan.rupanya...salh kira daaa.haha..



neway...im in my 14 weeks i guess.i lost count..n confuse la skit.

the usual routine is...urine test, weighing(the hardest part), n some measuring on how big is he baby ke ekh..xto la tp nurse kater dier kira saiz rahim.



i gained 2 kgs in a mont n dats bad..huhu.i donno what to do sbb rasanya mkn cam biasa.rasanya la kan...mybe becoz i ate only when im hungry. i donno...hard to explain it with word.now...insted of once a month, i have to come for cek up once every two weeks.just to watch out for the weight gain n incase kalo ader darah tinggi n kencing manis.
other than the weighing...arini dah bleh ukur saiz rahim.baby menyorok.hehe..the nurse said she could feel it but donno where it actually was.it is now 16cm...

im all excited about being pregnant but sometimes i just feel sorry for the baby.first.bcoz of my overweight...my body is aching now, muscles cramp, swollen feet padahal baru 3 monts.the nurse said i shud take a lot of rest tp rasanya sampai dah tahap nak jalan pon sakit.xkan nak duduk jer kan.now...there is a possibility ada kencing moanis or darah tinggi.n nurse ckp perut xkeras.lembik jer...huhu.although...cramp tu mcm biasa but not sakit pinggul n all.

Ya Allah...beri kesihatan dan kekuatan pada bayi saya.

my fault?!

a year 4 pupils came to see me - actually she was waiting for at the school entrance to tell me that her mother did some calculation on her english paper n found out dat she deserve another 2 marks.huh....

tgk cara mak dier kira :

30(p1)/40 X 60% (yang aku wonder dr mana dier dpt) n d sum was added to 23(p2) = 68

n cara aku kira :
since both paper 1 n 2 bertotal 40 markah, jd

30(p1) +23(p2) / 80 X 100% = 66.26

u tell me...mana satu yg betul?

wahai puan, mungkin puan kecewa sbb markah anak puan tidak menepati sasaran tp kalo jawapan tidak menepati schema saya...maka xlayakla dier nak dpt A kali ini berbanding tahun2 sblmnyer.mungkin dier perlu menerima kenyataan n mula buat lebih practice dalam menzahirkan ayat2 yang lebih baik.maaf yer....

courses

two things happen today...

first, i got a call for induction course with few of my johorian teslmate...and ona and zai are also in the list.how "best" is dat?!the course will be in batu pahat starting 13 november.so....9 more days to school starting 2nd november.haha...mmg cruel la kan, me as a teacher counting to school holidays but seriously....what can u do after exam?lgpon...d other english teacher dah blepas ke mekah for her pilgrimage so im left marking all d english paper.year 1 to year 5.all with paper one and 2 to mark.pening woh...tp aku suka menanda.makes me laugh...jht kan?!

secondly...something super strange happened.
yesterday...i took a laptop home and found out that the charger is missing.so...i quickly finish my wok before d battery runs out.sampai sekolah dia morning, d first i did was informing my GPK HEM about it since she was the one yg sign bahagian saksi.n the chaos begun.suma cikgu start looking for it n guess where kak binah found it?!in the bag...with the zippers open n the charger was scattered in it.haha....

ntah pape la oang yg amik n letak balik charger tuh.kalo dah buat salah ngaku je la tsilap.people will talk about it but for how long la sgt?!now...the teachers are busy looking for suspect plak.me?malas nak pk...

n yeah...im back on track.badan cam dah ringan sikit..muntah pon dah xbyk sgt, tinggal loya2 jer.still having sensitif pd bau ckt2 tp xlama lg ok kot sbb now dah 12 minggu.xlama lg pon dah cuti...yuhuuu

an insult

dis update is dedicated to anne...hehe
congrats babe in advance...

i listened to fly.fm everyday on my 5km way to school n everyday they just nag bout dis n dat concert.but today...they talk about YOU'RE TOO FAT TO BE A TEACHER.

i waited in my car d minute i arrived just to listen to the further detail of it.
it turns out dat there is dis lady from kuching...she had a degree in bis.admin n i assume she was registering for KPLI in one of the teacher trining college n the senior officer there said that she is fat n she is not fit to be a teacher and maybe she cud come back next year after sha has slim down. bengong ke hape!!!!

note dat she is 110kg.n she has succesfully went through all the interview n medical cek up process.the officer even said dat if she did a cek up at a gomen hospital...she wont make it dat far.sengal!!!!

aku marah lepas baca dat report....

grumbling

dis may d effect of being alone with morning sickness for more than 24 hours....

or.....

maybe not.

well, it started when i saw an fb account af a so-called fren of mine who is now in scotland doing his degree.n i go wow reading his wall post.that post got my mind deserted from d real world.yes....since i read dat, it made me thinking a lot about my life.

almost 25 years of living...what have i achieve?

my teenage life wasn't dat great altough im surrounded by bestmates.

going here n forth from melaka - segamat - kl and back to melaka again was d only memory i had during 6 years of torturing my brain - if im allowed to say dat.being ask on why i got a back seat rather than with the others masa convo buat aku rasa...don belong.yer...0.01 mmg beri kesan yer.

so today...im a teacher.what kind of teacher?my english is getting worse...my grammar is still as bad as ever...i havent been anywhere for soul searching (more to vacation).yes...i need a vacation.i need to be sumwhere dgn tujuan bercuti...bukan mengikuti apa2 kursus atau yg berkaitan ngan kejer.i really need that!i want to do sumthing dat i want but i never know what i want...dats what my so-called fren used to say....i don really know myself and dats y im always lost doing what people tells me to do.

i donno why....is it d hormone or im facing middle life crisis?

future?

ntah....going to move to penang and thinking about it makes me homesick already.