Wednesday, July 22, 2009

emotional course

today's entry might be a bit emosional...however, my way of writing dis post might not be as effective.bear with me...

i attended an S-BELT course from 8am till 4 today.S_BELT is a module developed by JUs and language officer around Johor....speacilly made for johorian non-optonist teachers and of course d optionist teachers yg xbaper bpengalaman spt sayer ni kan.d module consist of 4 chapters dat is teaching listening of speaking, teaching reading and writing, teaching literature and last but not least..d most vital, the teaching of grammar.

undergone dis course brought me back to my 6 years of studying.seyes....rasa mcm attending all the class all over again.with the lectures on how important the 4 elements in our teaching, workshop and presentation.rasa nak nangis pon ader gak td bila kena present lesson plan on listening speaking, reading writing, literature n grammar.teringat micro teaching n all.n browsing through the module pon rasa cam baca nesamalar jer. sebijik okeh!dengan pre, while n post thinggy...n ader sistem vote untuk pilih tajuk presentation.

bila masuk jer workshop pasal...grammar, cth yg diberi adalah teaching adjective dgn cerita how tapir got its color - ingat x biha?!

bila masuk teaching of literature - my group buat little blue boy.n i was reading poem in my pocket reminiscing anne pecking while teaching, mekna's drawing of d old house, n my own group presenting tidy your room tanya.

it has also nontheless, open my eyes towards teaching.it was never hard....simplest activity can also be implement in class n i took dis opportunity to seek on how other experienced teachers (im d only KP who did not teach year six.they were really surprise to know dat im not there to replce anybody) teach.i need A LOT MORE to learn.suma cikgu yg attend course ni mcm all my teslian babes.havoc....masa workshop tuh, brainstorm sambil berketawa.ader jer lawak spontan..haha.miss those days.i tot it was only me who was asking around.tp suma cikgu pon doing the same ting.n they said dat they are all learning.

n today, i met two of my primary teachers....im not dat popular at school.and dat explained why the two teachers couldnt recall me...understood.tp xper la kan..y penting kita ingat jasa guru.will my pupils remember me when they are somebody nanti?

p/s - it is almost a year already!teslians....i miss...really miss each n everyone of you.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Caught in the act

we are having the PK3 exam at school today...so i came to school dis morning with my handbag and a novel from cecilia ahern.i tot i cud read which i did managed to read a few pages.i don usually surf from school since i barely have the free time i need to lazying virtually.but for these two days...i think the media room(the only place we can have access to the net now) is the most strategic hideout - that is to avoid any unnecessary complaint from my superior - ataupon just to release my sleppy-headness.

nothing bizzare happen in school today...just an ordinary workday.
EXCEPT....a year 2 pupil was caught trying to cheat for her science paper.FARISHA HANIM was caught handing a note to MASYURI asking for an answer for question six.the note goes like this:

"SURI....TOLONG BAGI JAWAPAN TUK SOKLAN 6 YANG DEKAT BAWAH TU EH.BALAS" with an arrow where suri shud write her answer.

wow...i was angry n amazed.dajah 2 tu...anne, kita start niru pon masa form 2 kan.tulis jawapan atas dinding lg.haha...
indeed...dis is not a big deal.pupils cheat but i just didnt expect it to happen dis early.not when ur 8.there are a lot of complain from the teacher about dis particular class.2 girls has also been caught marking their own exercise book with a star at the bottom.haha....gosh!

Monday, July 13, 2009

renungan

d other day my husband mentioned about how a woman can drag men along with her to hell or stg like that... i remembered i read about it years ago, so i looked it up again n sharing dis with you - my girls

4 GOLONGAN LELAKI YANG DITARIK WANITA KE NERAKA

Pertama:- Ayahnya
Apabila seseorang yang bergelar ayah tidak memperdulikan anak-anak perempuannya di dunia.
Dia tidak memberikan segala keperluan agama seperti mengajar solat, mengaji dan sebagainya.
Dia membiarkan anak-anak perempuannya tidak menutup aurat.....
tidak cukup kalau dengan hanya memberi kemewahan dunia sahaja maka dia akan ditarik oleh anaknya.


Kedua:- Suaminya
Apabila seorang suami tidak memperdulikan tindak tanduk isterinya yang bergaul bebas di pejabat, memperhiaskan diri bukan untuk suami tapi untuk pandangan kaum lelaki yang bukan mahram, apabila suami mendiam diri......walaupun dia seorang alim (solat tidak tangguh, puasa tidak tinggal) maka dia akan ditarik oleh isterinya.


Ketiga:- Abang-abangnya
Apabila ayahnya sudah tiada, tanggungjawab menjaga maruah wanita jatuh ke pula abang-abangnya.....jikalau mereka hanya mementing keluarganya sahaja dan adik perempuannya dibiar melencong dari ajaran ISLAM ....tunggulah tarikan adiknya di akhirat.


Keempat:- Anak Lelakinya
Apabila seorang anak tidak menasihati seorang ibu perihal kelakuan yang haram dari islam,
maka anak itu akan disoal dan dipertangungjawabkan di akhirat kelak ......nantikan tarikan ibunya.


Maka kita lihat bertapa hebatnya tarikan wanita bukan sahaja di dunia malah di akhirat pun tarikannya begitu hebat ...
maka kaum lelaki yang bergelar ayah / suami / abang atau anak harus memainkan peranan mereka yang sebenar tidak silap firman ALLAH S.W.T.:-
"HAI ANAK ADAM PERIHARALAH DIRI KAMU SERTA AHLIMU DARI API NERAKA, DIMANA BAHAN PEMBAKARNYA IALAH MANUSIA DAN BATU-BATU....."


nontheless, i also read stg about how a daughter could help her parents from going to hell.tp..yg solehah la kan. lets continue...

DARIPADA Aisyah, Nabi Muhammad SAW bersabda maksudnya: “Sesiapa yang diberati menanggung sesuatu urusan menjaga dan memelihara anak-anak perempuan, lalu dia menjaga dan memeliharanya dengan baik, nescaya mereka menjadi pelindung baginya daripada api neraka." (Hadis riwayat Bukhari, Muslim dan at-Tirmizi)

Barang siapa mempunyai tiga anak perempuan atau tiga saudara perempuan atau dua anak perempuan atau dua saudara perempuan, lalu dia bersikap ihsan dalam pergaulan dengan mereka dan mendidik mereka dengan penuh rasa takwa serta bertanggungjawab, maka baginya adalah syurga.

p/s :peringatan bersama..untuk anda n saya juga.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

weekend blues

its saturday...n its 930 pm already.i havent done anything related to work today.

woke up at 11 dis morning coz me n hubby had a really late sleep last nite.
we went to malacca n i took the opportunity to spent the last precious moment with yana. she is done with B.ED TESL.yay yana!we had dinnerand i sent her off at MC.

then, me n dear husband went to see a midnite movie. johnny deep is in it n...unfortunately, public enemy has failed to keep me awake.i dozz off a few time but manage to come back to live bila terngiang2 pesanan suami....jgn tido eh syg.haha...siap berpesan okeh.sbb dier tau citer tu agak berat tuk midnite.n johnny deep nampak agak tua dah...hmmmm.we reach home at 4 am.jd kupu2 mlm plak sejak kawin nih

n now..im surfing the net dgn tangan pijar dek cili padi.my husband is out looking for a drag me to hell dvd.arghh...lupa plak.kami main badminton td ptg n i was awed by kites n wau flying high on the sky.sgt damai suasana ptg td.

tgh carik mood nak buat kejer yg dah lama sayer tangguhkan...n there is a bog possibility dat i might put ii on hold for another 24 hours.misi mlm ni...siapkan RPH from Monday to Wednesday.so i can focus on finding the right questions set for PK 3 dis coming thur n friday.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

nur kasih

after kekasihku seru....satu lg drama terbitan kabir bhatia.aku suka cita ni...takat ni xpenah miss




naper x balik?

since yesterday...suma oang keep asking me dis.
baba siap marah naper xikut kamal pegi kl.since my mother in law is in kl so baba ingat kamal is going there to pay a visit to his mother...sbnanyer tidak!
kamal is in kl rite now spending some quality(he said dat ok) time with his fren.
n i did not bother to tag along since dier insist...aku xpyh ikut.sa2...sbb budget xder nak pg naik keta.kao naik bas pon...nanti balik kena balik naik bas yg berlainan.pg pon kena pg naik bas yg berlainan.leceh....dan dier xsuka benda yg leceh.
i don mind....up till yeterday i was not.when everyone start asking naper aku xblik...aku mula stress n mula rasa rindu yg teramat sgt pd suami saya.

mmg susah suami isteri tingal berjauhan ni...i donno how kwn2 yg lain boleh stand tp aku dah mula rasa penat n menyampah.maybe sbb mak aku asik tanya nape aku jer yang balik muar n kamal xbalik sgmt?haih....naper mak xnak paham yg muar tu rumahtangga kami.sgmt....rumah mak n baba.sayer kena pulang ke pangkuan suami.yes...mmg kdg2 balik kg.n kemal ader balik kan bulan lepas, mak?mak rindu kat menantu mak ye?nanti minggu depan kamal balik lg eh...

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

curi makan jambu aku?!!!

i shouldn't tel dis to anyone since yesterday when i realize one of my jambu went missing....i promise i'll halalkan coz i noe who took it.

but...its funny really couse she has committed a crime secara terang-terangan.
ok...here is d scenario.

yesterday...while teaching for my SBT class, i realize i need a marker to write.so...i ask rosma (bkn nama sebenar) to go and take it for me from my car.mind you....orange was only park 10 footsteps from the class.as i was waiting....i was checking my pupils answer n wonder what took her so long.it actually said it n tot about one of teacher telling about her panjang tangan habit.i immidiately checked wheter i have my fon n wallet with me..and yes.i have it.

jd...i waited n waited for about 15 minutes n rosma open d door n said she couldn't find it.i put up a firm face n said
"i ask u to take my pencil case, rite?"

n rosma went "owh...."

she went again n brought me d pencil case with some stain on it.ader kesan jari berair.mmg terlintas dlm pikiran aku "dak ni mkn jambu aku ker"....haha.im not being kedekut or what kan tp ntahla....lgpon, aku xsuka ader stain pd pencil case aku.

when the class finished....i was so tired n hot.campak brg dlm keta sambil mencapai jambu.n...THERE WAS ONLY 2 JAMBU LEFT!i felt like callig dat rosma n ask her but then....hey, its just a jambu.but...still siut kan.

okay...dat was yesterday.

today, i had my interbiu.
for d 2nd time.
i met an old friend back from jementah (place where i grew up)...farah fawcett.
everything went well until i opened the sampul sulit....(markah tidaklah banyak)
d problem is not d marks but my GB forget to ask the kerani to stamp her name on d paper.so....d report was not valid.i started shivering n d officer started calling my GB asking her to send her stamp at d school which is in Kluang.mestila dier tak nak anta...huhu.
nasib baik d inteviewer was nice...he allowed me to go through n just post d confidential report later.alhamdulillah.....

rentetan panggilan telepon yg dbuat pengawai mengecek sijil....GB asik call aku.mungkin dier nak marah la kan. pegawai tu siap tanya GB awak tu ader masalah ker?YE...MMG BESAR MASALAH GB SAYA YANG DAN FED UP BEKERJA ITU!inteviewer pon kata...naper cop yg lain, kat laporan sulit dier xcop?

n i answered
"yg lain sayer cop sendiri"