emotional course

today's entry might be a bit emosional...however, my way of writing dis post might not be as effective.bear with me...

i attended an S-BELT course from 8am till 4 today.S_BELT is a module developed by JUs and language officer around Johor....speacilly made for johorian non-optonist teachers and of course d optionist teachers yg xbaper bpengalaman spt sayer ni kan.d module consist of 4 chapters dat is teaching listening of speaking, teaching reading and writing, teaching literature and last but not least..d most vital, the teaching of grammar.

undergone dis course brought me back to my 6 years of studying.seyes....rasa mcm attending all the class all over again.with the lectures on how important the 4 elements in our teaching, workshop and presentation.rasa nak nangis pon ader gak td bila kena present lesson plan on listening speaking, reading writing, literature n grammar.teringat micro teaching n all.n browsing through the module pon rasa cam baca nesamalar jer. sebijik okeh!dengan pre, while n post thinggy...n ader sistem vote untuk pilih tajuk presentation.

bila masuk jer workshop pasal...grammar, cth yg diberi adalah teaching adjective dgn cerita how tapir got its color - ingat x biha?!

bila masuk teaching of literature - my group buat little blue boy.n i was reading poem in my pocket reminiscing anne pecking while teaching, mekna's drawing of d old house, n my own group presenting tidy your room tanya.

it has also nontheless, open my eyes towards teaching.it was never hard....simplest activity can also be implement in class n i took dis opportunity to seek on how other experienced teachers (im d only KP who did not teach year six.they were really surprise to know dat im not there to replce anybody) teach.i need A LOT MORE to learn.suma cikgu yg attend course ni mcm all my teslian babes.havoc....masa workshop tuh, brainstorm sambil berketawa.ader jer lawak spontan..haha.miss those days.i tot it was only me who was asking around.tp suma cikgu pon doing the same ting.n they said dat they are all learning.

n today, i met two of my primary teachers....im not dat popular at school.and dat explained why the two teachers couldnt recall me...understood.tp xper la kan..y penting kita ingat jasa guru.will my pupils remember me when they are somebody nanti?

p/s - it is almost a year already!teslians....i miss...really miss each n everyone of you.