i couldnt sleep last night...bcoz im alone at home and my paranoia just get into me.i switch on d tv until morning and sleep at about 4.i promise kak binah to go to school and i promise myself to redecorade my classroom.so...i woke up at 930, rushed for my bath and spend less then an hour at school.
why?when i reached school, i was still hanging in d air...is that the right phrase?senang kata..sy sgt mengantuk.sedang menguruskan borang claim, d GB shared more news about budak dagu.remember i talked about d father asking d school to write an apology letter to him and spread d news to all school in segamat?well, dis cae is not new to the JPN but now it got the diector's attention.so..i need to prepare myself for d worst.
im confused.i donno which one to believe.they look like they support me but they also implying dat im in this alone!naper oang melayu suka amik jalan mudah?felcra fired u from work,u sue them.ur son fell in class while playing with their frens n u blame me.sue the system.eh...do u know dat ur son could fall walopon while walking with u?!who r u gonna blame then?ah...yeah, blame d stupid stone...never u.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
no idea
suka nak start my blog with its been a while...hehe
well, nothing new happen in life.all is mono and sooo routine.
i promise my gpk koku to come and visit...visit eh.bkn couching - the school netball team practicing during dis cny holiday.but i couldnt tell myself to be get up and just drive to school.tersangatla malasnya...
its thursday tomorrow n i did nothing during my precious holiday - our school had to do last minute rayuan sbb gb rasa cuti ini tidak dperlukan sebenarnya! mak, baba n ema has just left to putrajaya because bazilah had a gastrik attack.im all alone at home because i got tuisyen class tomorrow.i cancelled today's session because poksu n atuk is here to discuss about d wedding.
d wedding...yes.my big prob is budgeting.they asking me to sponsor tshirt for d guys n baju kurung for the ladies.ok...tshirt boleh la kan.n aku cuma mampu sponsor 10 hengget tuk setiap baju kurung yg setiap kali buat headcount akan bertambah seorg.jumlah terkini adalah 12 org..tidak termasuk my little cousins.mmg aku perlu bekerja keras~!sumanya dah sgt lari dr plan asal.my wed is supposed to be simple.i know aman dah sdkit penine kepala whenever i mention d new suggestion from d family.hehe...tp sekali seumur hidup kan.lets make it worth it people!
uh..and i miss my frens!alhamdulillah i got d chance to hang out with them during the festive hols.ain and ayu is expecting...can't wait.
n anne...d song is stay by estrella.
well, nothing new happen in life.all is mono and sooo routine.
i promise my gpk koku to come and visit...visit eh.bkn couching - the school netball team practicing during dis cny holiday.but i couldnt tell myself to be get up and just drive to school.tersangatla malasnya...
its thursday tomorrow n i did nothing during my precious holiday - our school had to do last minute rayuan sbb gb rasa cuti ini tidak dperlukan sebenarnya! mak, baba n ema has just left to putrajaya because bazilah had a gastrik attack.im all alone at home because i got tuisyen class tomorrow.i cancelled today's session because poksu n atuk is here to discuss about d wedding.
d wedding...yes.my big prob is budgeting.they asking me to sponsor tshirt for d guys n baju kurung for the ladies.ok...tshirt boleh la kan.n aku cuma mampu sponsor 10 hengget tuk setiap baju kurung yg setiap kali buat headcount akan bertambah seorg.jumlah terkini adalah 12 org..tidak termasuk my little cousins.mmg aku perlu bekerja keras~!sumanya dah sgt lari dr plan asal.my wed is supposed to be simple.i know aman dah sdkit penine kepala whenever i mention d new suggestion from d family.hehe...tp sekali seumur hidup kan.lets make it worth it people!
uh..and i miss my frens!alhamdulillah i got d chance to hang out with them during the festive hols.ain and ayu is expecting...can't wait.
n anne...d song is stay by estrella.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
sekolah
sekolah sayer menghadapi konflik pengurusan
guru besar tidak suka bergaul ngan orang bawahan menyebabkan pentadbiran kelam labut.sayer sgt tidak suka
i have to change my wedding theme sbb kat butik xder size baju with my previous theme colour.huhu....
i love teaching year 1 and 2 but maybe i will love them more if i can reduce yelling to them.tolong la dgr cikgu ckp eh...
i love going for meeting and get busy until i have no time to think about other things except school and my big day.im tired but less the tense.
ajar tuisyen bukan la perkara mudah...huhu
guru besar tidak suka bergaul ngan orang bawahan menyebabkan pentadbiran kelam labut.sayer sgt tidak suka
i have to change my wedding theme sbb kat butik xder size baju with my previous theme colour.huhu....
i love teaching year 1 and 2 but maybe i will love them more if i can reduce yelling to them.tolong la dgr cikgu ckp eh...
i love going for meeting and get busy until i have no time to think about other things except school and my big day.im tired but less the tense.
ajar tuisyen bukan la perkara mudah...huhu
tag by dell
1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
money, phone, laptop
2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
minyak keta
3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
kat kg jawa...
4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
INSYAALLAH...hingga ke akhirnya.
5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
yes
6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
my mom nasik goreng..hehe
7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
buku garis empat utk budak dajah 2 kelas tuisyen saya
8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
izzara
9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
baba
10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
my trueself...sayer masih cuba mencari diri
11.Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
ceno, zai, anne, ain, shaz and aman.maaf...sayer mmg kurang bersosial.hehe
12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
yer...sayer sendiri masukkan dalam washing machine
13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
back to taman pelangi where i grew up
14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
both
15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
delly adalah
1.a friend indeed
2sgt suka membantu
3.caring
4 dia dah ader bf
5. dier asal BRUNEI
16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
8?byk nyer...
1. my car
2.my fiance
3.internet
4.arcade game
5.get busy
6.quarelling with mak
7. anime
8.......all the above.......
8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
baik
baba ni
ha...ye ker?
kak...nak tanya
eh...caner ekh?
kalo kurus kan best
saye nak.....
......and all the above....
8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca
me and mr darcy
cinderalla story
majalah pengantin
100 koleksi kamar beradu dan pelamin
.....ok,mmg aku kurang baca buku.....
8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
i hate tis part ight here
love story
love bug
better in time
matahari
terbang
sober
.....xingat dah....
8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
mmg sayer hanya layak menjadi guru bahasa inggeris
saye belum matang
sayer sgt tidak bersedia untuk berkahwin
sayer perlu mengawal rasa mara
sayer perlu lebih positif n sensitif
perlu jadi lebih penyayang
lg?
- Mari meng'tag' 8 orang lain.
aesha
fauzan
zack
zatul
cukupla tuh..hehe
money, phone, laptop
2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
minyak keta
3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
kat kg jawa...
4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
INSYAALLAH...hingga ke akhirnya.
5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
yes
6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
my mom nasik goreng..hehe
7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
buku garis empat utk budak dajah 2 kelas tuisyen saya
8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
izzara
9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
baba
10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
my trueself...sayer masih cuba mencari diri
11.Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
ceno, zai, anne, ain, shaz and aman.maaf...sayer mmg kurang bersosial.hehe
12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
yer...sayer sendiri masukkan dalam washing machine
13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
back to taman pelangi where i grew up
14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
both
15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
delly adalah
1.a friend indeed
2sgt suka membantu
3.caring
4 dia dah ader bf
5. dier asal BRUNEI
16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
8?byk nyer...
1. my car
2.my fiance
3.internet
4.arcade game
5.get busy
6.quarelling with mak
7. anime
8.......all the above.......
8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
baik
baba ni
ha...ye ker?
kak...nak tanya
eh...caner ekh?
kalo kurus kan best
saye nak.....
......and all the above....
8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca
me and mr darcy
cinderalla story
majalah pengantin
100 koleksi kamar beradu dan pelamin
.....ok,mmg aku kurang baca buku.....
8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
i hate tis part ight here
love story
love bug
better in time
matahari
terbang
sober
.....xingat dah....
8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
mmg sayer hanya layak menjadi guru bahasa inggeris
saye belum matang
sayer sgt tidak bersedia untuk berkahwin
sayer perlu mengawal rasa mara
sayer perlu lebih positif n sensitif
perlu jadi lebih penyayang
lg?
- Mari meng'tag' 8 orang lain.
aesha
fauzan
zack
zatul
cukupla tuh..hehe
Saturday, January 17, 2009
what happen?!
yesterday...i cried in front of year 1 pupils.i just lost it..i really felt relieve and thankful when d school said my case has been discharge.unfortunately, d father still nak tuntut his so-called hak.i was nervous and terrified bcoz dis time people from jpn came down with pihak ketiga from melaka.its starting to get serious.im worried..and alhamdulillah all teachers are with me,supporting me all d way.
i was already in an emotional state bcoz of my bad way of teaching.i can't create various teaching aids othe rthan word card, and writing passage and story on board.all pupils has been dissapointing.yes..i know it required a lot of courage to teach pupils who doesnt know how to write and those who turn deaf when they heard English.but im starting to feel like i have failed as a teacher whenever pupils fail to do what i ask them to.kdg2 tuh suh salin je pon!itu pon dier tanya..teacher, nak salin caner ekh?ngan muka naive..arrghhh!
went to visit zye dis afternoon...she looked terrible bad but she was physically ok.alhamdulillah.hopefully she will fuly recovered and get her face as it was before.
dis week i learnt dat everything happens for a reason.ader sbb knaper i have to be homerun teacher for year 1.kelas budak xkenal huruf n xpandai baca plak tuh.
i need to learn to be more patient and more helpfull.like badly.
i need to learn to be more motherly, not sister like to my pupils.
i need to be more coutious.
i need to be more systematic.
i need to be more sensitive
sayer xtau buat teaching aids and how to make my class interesting.sgt preasure....
tp.sayer mula menghargai diri.bukan senang nak lalui kehidupan sbg oang gemuk...i need to lose weight badly but everytime im giving all i have to it, its just swallowing me deeply into it.thanx dear aman for making me believe dat u have accept me as i am but i really need to do this.no pain no gain aite?tiap kesakitan tu ALLAH akan pasangkan dengan keberkatan.insyaALLAH.
.NEED TO MAKE A MASSIVE IMPROVEMENT - where is my strength!!!!
everyday, we tend to blame others for what happen and forget what we did dat makes us deserve such ujian dr ALLAH.we need to learn to accept our own mistakes, correct it and pray dat ALLAH accept our deeds to ensure a better life ahead.kiamat dah makin hampir...dengan mendekatkan diri pada Allah je la yang dpt selamatkan kita, dunia dan akhirat.semoga kita semua peroleh keberkatan dan perlindungan d ALLAH dr terus melakukan kesilapan dalam hidup yag akhirnya memudaratkan.doakan juga kebebasan palestin...
i was already in an emotional state bcoz of my bad way of teaching.i can't create various teaching aids othe rthan word card, and writing passage and story on board.all pupils has been dissapointing.yes..i know it required a lot of courage to teach pupils who doesnt know how to write and those who turn deaf when they heard English.but im starting to feel like i have failed as a teacher whenever pupils fail to do what i ask them to.kdg2 tuh suh salin je pon!itu pon dier tanya..teacher, nak salin caner ekh?ngan muka naive..arrghhh!
went to visit zye dis afternoon...she looked terrible bad but she was physically ok.alhamdulillah.hopefully she will fuly recovered and get her face as it was before.
dis week i learnt dat everything happens for a reason.ader sbb knaper i have to be homerun teacher for year 1.kelas budak xkenal huruf n xpandai baca plak tuh.
i need to learn to be more patient and more helpfull.like badly.
i need to learn to be more motherly, not sister like to my pupils.
i need to be more coutious.
i need to be more systematic.
i need to be more sensitive
sayer xtau buat teaching aids and how to make my class interesting.sgt preasure....
tp.sayer mula menghargai diri.bukan senang nak lalui kehidupan sbg oang gemuk...i need to lose weight badly but everytime im giving all i have to it, its just swallowing me deeply into it.thanx dear aman for making me believe dat u have accept me as i am but i really need to do this.no pain no gain aite?tiap kesakitan tu ALLAH akan pasangkan dengan keberkatan.insyaALLAH.
.NEED TO MAKE A MASSIVE IMPROVEMENT - where is my strength!!!!
everyday, we tend to blame others for what happen and forget what we did dat makes us deserve such ujian dr ALLAH.we need to learn to accept our own mistakes, correct it and pray dat ALLAH accept our deeds to ensure a better life ahead.kiamat dah makin hampir...dengan mendekatkan diri pada Allah je la yang dpt selamatkan kita, dunia dan akhirat.semoga kita semua peroleh keberkatan dan perlindungan d ALLAH dr terus melakukan kesilapan dalam hidup yag akhirnya memudaratkan.doakan juga kebebasan palestin...
Monday, January 12, 2009
still not sweating
busy...busy...busy
im going to kluang tomorrow for english panel meeting for JOHOR.
now, byk kejer tuk kelas, unit koku and english panel meeting itself.
xtau bila nak start kelas tuisyen.maybe i shud just do it over d weekend.
im going to kluang tomorrow for english panel meeting for JOHOR.
now, byk kejer tuk kelas, unit koku and english panel meeting itself.
xtau bila nak start kelas tuisyen.maybe i shud just do it over d weekend.
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
dissapointed
IM SOOOO DISSAPOINTED WITH MYSELF...
BUT I NEED TO KEEP GOING.
USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN!
pls ALLAH, give me the courage.
pls ALLAh, im begging for your mercy dan sy mohojn kejayaan untuk apa sahaja yang sedang saya lalui.permudahkansegala urusan bagi saya.
owh...seorg budak muntah dalam kelas arini.i can still smell it..and i almost throw up myself while cleaning her.huh!
BUT I NEED TO KEEP GOING.
USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN!
pls ALLAH, give me the courage.
pls ALLAh, im begging for your mercy dan sy mohojn kejayaan untuk apa sahaja yang sedang saya lalui.permudahkansegala urusan bagi saya.
owh...seorg budak muntah dalam kelas arini.i can still smell it..and i almost throw up myself while cleaning her.huh!
back to work
its new year...and im back to work.these few days has been tiring and fun.
i pray every morning dat im able to work better and harder than my previous year.im teaching year one and two dis year.i have 4 classess of one hour everyday.so..dat is 4 hours total a day.i have took it positively and alhamdulillah...i have fun.
im getting busier with work and personal.and i like it a lot!dis year resolution, to continue what i haven't finish and no complaint!
yay!
i pray every morning dat im able to work better and harder than my previous year.im teaching year one and two dis year.i have 4 classess of one hour everyday.so..dat is 4 hours total a day.i have took it positively and alhamdulillah...i have fun.
im getting busier with work and personal.and i like it a lot!dis year resolution, to continue what i haven't finish and no complaint!
yay!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)