sedih sgt rasa bila suami minta maaf berkali2.bukan...suma yg blaku skang ni bkn salah dier n i know he is trying really hard to makes things better.i just hate being stuck here n do not know which way shud i go...i hate waiting n didnt know -until now dat Allah is testing my biggest fear.

all i can do is keep praying dat i have kesabaran n ketabahan.praying dat i wont burst - worst then what i have done yesterday.poor him...i didnt mean too.really...im sorry dear hubby.im really sorry.i just hate being away from u n d fact dat u r not here to see adam growing up.

but i believe in Allah n i know u do 2.let us never stop believing in his greatfulness...He is indeed t most merciful.there will be a silver lining in this big mess cloudy day.insyaAllah....