jadual

dah sgt lama rasanya menyimpan rasa pd pn yang membuat jadual mengajar saya di sekolah.

there is only one word that best describe the timetable...that is MESSY!total mess okeh..

i got 3 single period for my year one class, n on tuesday...i have to teach year 2 for 4 period which is separated in two - 2 period in the morning and another 2 period at the end of school hour.the rest is headache!altogether....i have 31 period a week.

im not complaining about my 31 period because my classes has always been 32 since the beginning. the statement that i've been dying to point out but has no guts to do so is why is the timetable created in such a way?!it would take me forever to memorize it n yesterday i have totally lost my interest in writing lesson plan coz i have to continue my lesson each time for my year one - teach 2 skills a day for my year 2 as they are considered as the excellents pupils.

im worried that my year 1 will loss focus as they are very very weak n since early dis year i have been teaching time in 3 period per day.masa itu pon xcukup weh!eventhough i feel terribly swollen being in the class for 3 period for one skill at a time but at least the outcome is satisfying.apa sgt la yg ko ble buat dlm kelas low achievers in single period?!

yg lg baran tuh...jadual dier cantik jer.huh!

marhaban

we had our turn for marhaban last nite n our house was the last pit coz mom catered on the jamuan part.

we all know how marhaban goes rite? it includes selawat n zikr.but what interest me last nite was....the song carried by the women group.sedap giler lagu raya dier.creted by the leader - mak cik fiza.when everything was done, she distributed the lyrics to those who is still new to the group.

tp sayang bila tgk suma oang veteran jer yg join.tmasuklah sayer yg xdpt nak join.thn ni sbb ader adam...tp thn2 sblm ni pon saya xjoin.huhu...tgk dr umah jer sambil tunggu oang dtg.

tingat zaman sekolah dulu.asal raya jer...pusing satu kg paya jakas n taman pelangi bermarhaban dgn kwn2 n cikgu sekolah skpj.rindu zaman tuh.siap sakit gg sbb mkn byak!haha....n smlm tdgr one of my collegue kata, dulu oang tua2 puasa enam...skang ni kita la plak amik alih.she gave me a point to ponder.sama mcm marhaban n puasa enam ni....naper kita slalu rasa hanya oang tua jer yg layak buat ekh?

sayer perlu lebih usaha mujahadah melawan nafsu!agar betambah ibadat n kecintaan pada Allah n Rasul.amin....

your grass is greener

why do i always talk crap inmy blog but reading others amuse me so much?

hoho...

i guess i always thinks dat others life are better when they are actually nonetheless same with mine...

so...from today onwards, i shall be more thankful to ALLAH.

another niggle

wah...hari ni dah start kerja!

n im busy agaian menguruskan borang pindah.huhu...

truth be told, im reluctant but at d same time rasa lost sbb dis is d only way i can have a perfect picture of my family (me + kamal + adam)

everyday i pray dat Allah will prolong my jodoh with my husband and pray dat mak n baba x kecil hati n sedih bila pindah.mak asik ckp sendiri jer pasal pindah ni.i know n understand how she feels but i have to....i have to.

mak n baba...walopon jauh, i'll make sure dat my prayers n love will always b with u.

p/s my family n i are not good with expressing love upfront.

cemburu

rasanya saye xperlu cemburu kot bila oang lain dpt fully bf anak2 depa...tp sayer sedih n sakit hati bila tbaca post mengenai hal tersebut dlm blog2 atau fb.sayer pernah mendapat komen bahawa nak bf kena kuat semangat, kena positif.jd...sayer tertanya, betulkah xder istilah susu kurang atau tiada susu?betul ker?

betul...sayer pon pernah baca dlm al quran mengenai menyusu anak sehingga 2 tahun.

makanya, sayer bersedia.beli pam n sbgnya.tp...tlg la jgn judge n kata saya xpositif n xbersedia nak bf anak saya.saya rindu tgk muka adam menyusu dgn penuh minat...kagum dgn fitrah y Allah ciptakan bila bayi mampu n tahu menyusu tanpa di ajar krn ibu2 tidak dajar teknik utk menyusu (sy bersendirian dlm bilik n sua jer pd anak selama 48 jam krn susu xder pd awal2 kelahiran)

tlg la faham!

mono

tajuknyer mono sbb im not a good writer.i definately have a lot to tell coz im having a mix feeling of everything about everything but i donno how to interpret these feelings that i have into words.

turns out dat kamal dapat cuti 2 hari masa raya.he reached segamat around 6 am.i was preparing at the kitchen, tidying things a bit.niatnyer...nak pakaikan adam baju melayu sedondon(merah) tp xdpt sbb bajunyer besa sgt!adam asik mengamuk jer pakai baju tuh.so...dier pakaila romper merah.hehe...asal merah.xdpt raya ke mana pon masa 1st raya.

pagi raya ke 2, gerak ke utara.baba n yg lain2 juga pg sama.kalo x...xdptla jenguk kuarga mentua sbb xderla oang nak anta balik.so...raya ke 2 di ampang.sempat la juga beraya ke kg baru n pagi2 raya ke 3 dah gerak ke penang sbb kamal kejer malam.emmm...penat dlm keta jer la.sampai di penang, rehat2 dah mlm.kamal g kejer n balik 8 pg esoknyer plak.tunggu dier rehat kejap then gerak ke batu gajah.xsampai 5 min, kamal gerak balik ke penang.xsempat lepas rindu...makin bertambah adalah!

makanyer...harap2 dpt pindah thn ni supaya dpt lebih bnyk masa bsama suami.owh...n adam is getting cuter day by day.huhu....

as d title goes, mmg mono raya saya.hehe...tp alhamdulillah masih dpt sambut raya bsama semua yg saya cinta!

anak lelaki

pernah x dengar bahawa di akhir zaman ini ibu akan melahirkan tuannya?

terdetik plak nak post pasal anak lelaki ni sbb lately ramai kwn2 termasuk me myself gave birth to a baby boy.besar tanggungjawab anak lelaki ni.pahala anak lelaki menjaga orang tuanya lebih besar drpd pergi berjihad iaini pergi berperang.anak lelaki adalah khalifah n sandaran ibu bapa apabila tua n meninggal kelak.bkn pulak anak perempuan tu xder keistimewaan yer...yg tu lain kali.

now....apa kaitan dgn akhir zaman?cuba tgk apa yg blaku skang ni...lelaki yg sepatutnya jd imam lebih banyak menjurus kepada kejahilan.bimbang saya...setiap hari berdoa agar amanah yg Allah beri ni tidak saya sia-siakan.ramai anak lelaki skang lebih suka mengikut kata isteri dan mengabaikan tanggungjawb sebagai anak lelaki...tinggalkan ibu dan ayah tua di rumah.pulang hanya bila perlukan bantuan.itu pon kalo ibu ayah td ader duit pencen.

diherdik ibu bapanya...subhanallah.

moga dpt kita mendidik anak-anak kita supaya menjadi hamba Allah yg taat!