Tuesday, October 26, 2010

sekolah agama

cikgu bi jd ustazah hari ni...huu

itu ayat rakan2 guru yg overheard me reading PI paper to mu year 1 children.

yes...i read it becoz they do not know how to read in jawi.
ader 2 org jer yg tau.

n most of them xpg sek agama.
what a waste.

kebykan mungkin kerana ibu bapa beri pilihan pada anak untuk pilih samada nak pergi ke sekolah ptg atau x.pttnyer depa wat cam baba yg anta sy ke sek agama sejak 7thn.n tersangkut 2 thn kat dajah 1 snn xlulus final exam on 97.haha...

pilihan untuk beri pendidikan terbaik kan pada ibu bapa.mungkin anak tu xnak pg sbb takut penat...naper kita dulu boleh?

penting kan pendidikan agama ni.

bleh plak budak tu jwb air kelapa air mutlak.
mentaati Allah haram.nauzubillah....

Monday, October 25, 2010

rezeki Allah...

hari ini gajian...

lately slalu bkira2 duit yg semakin sikit.sedih sbb saving pon dah tsentuh.maklumla dah ada anak kan.dah xsama mcm dulu.panjangggggggg wishlist saya...

alhamdulillah...bila cek gaji arini,alhamdulillah.bdebar tgk baki.huhu...bleh top up balik duit simpanan.bayar utang n yg penting masih kena pentingkan benda yg penting.

xbleh tuka hp lagi( telah dipengaruhi oleh Anne)...tp mungkin boleh beli sepasang wedges!huhu....n buat cermin mata.n...n....n....n....huhu.

alhamdulillah




Tuesday, October 19, 2010

unconsiderate

arini ader oang buat sayer rasa kecil....

when u ask a favour from someone, and dat favour isnt actually work related...u have to understand her availability.kena paham samada dier free atau tidak..

saya xsuka bila oang mintak tolong tp nak urge kita n tambah sedih or maybe more to bengang is bila that particular someone don't understand my daily schedule.

since i got adam, i always try to finish my work at school.so when i got home...i have all my time for adam.xpyh risau pk kejer blom siap whenever im with him.tp kdg2 tpaksa gak wat kejer kat umah.n last sunday nite, ader my collegue mintak tlg carikan lirik senyum n print it out for her.i said i couldn't do it that nite.i'll try to print out on monday n suppose to give it to her by today...

sadly,adam has been a lil bit crancky over d weekend and he still was yesterday. so...arini bila that collegue tanya, i told her i couldn't print it out since adam mengamuk mcm nak tumbuh gg dr siang.

dier tanya...apa kena mengena adam meragam ngan xdpt print lirik tuh?

aduh...runtun jiwa.

sedih...

sbb rasa mcm she is trying to imply that i am giving excuses for not being able to complete my task.

IM NOT!!!!

Monday, October 18, 2010

baru perasan saya suka guna exclamation mark dalam most of my previous post.

tp xbermakna saya suka menjerit.

saya cuma suka jerit dalam hati....


hubby deary.....




Sunday, October 17, 2010






kalau berpacaran

hiburan skang byk msg tp kalo xdihayati pendengar....maka rugilah.
remaja patut hayati lagu ni

Kalau berpacaran
Memang banyak pantang larang
Menjaga susila
Ibu bapa adik abang

Apabila berdua
Carilah tempat yang terang
Agar tidak pula
Mencuba aksi terlarang
Korus
Boleh pandang-pandang
Jangan pegang-pegang
Duduk renggang-renggang
Bertambah sayang
Biar malu-malu
Biar segan-segan
Kerna malu itu
Perisai orang beriman
Ana Raffali
Kalau berpacaran
Jangan tunggu lama-lama
Kalau dah berkenan
Jumpalah ayah dan mama
Hantarkan rombongan
Meminang dengan segera
Kalau terlambat kasihmu disambar buaya
Ulang korus
Altimet
Yeah
Kita sambung cerita
Kalau kamu berdua
Aku yang ketiga
Aku penambah perasa
Akulah pendarab nafsu serakah
Hai teruna bikin perangai selamba
Hati si dara kata tak apa
Berani buat terima padah
Kalau tak sedia
Ucap syahadah
Ulang korus 2x





Friday, October 15, 2010

x puas hati

bila tgk gamba kawin orang....rasa nak buat smula majlis 1 mei tuh (dah ada anak xsedar diri...huh)

but...

seriously....

i lost my voice on dat day

tudung serabut gila

baju nikah....tempah lain,dpt lain

gemuk tu mmg xdpt nak dsangkal la.oang gemuk mana yg cantik

xbegamba ngan family sndr

ader album suma gamba family husband

ader collegue yg xdpt goodie beg

apa lg?

hmmm...kesimpulannyer,sedih bila tgk gamba kawin tuh.huhu..

xbersyukur sungguh.

tp...alhamdulillah la.

perkahwinan saya masih bahagia

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

kenangan - history!

kadang2 saya slalu teringat apa yg saya buat dulu-dulu.

i mean...zaman remaja yg dipenuhi kesilapan yang boleh menggelapkan hati.

menyatakan sayang xkena tempat

alhamdulillah...Allah temukan dgn jodoh yg mampu membahagiakan saya tp kdg2 saya masih ingat dia.ader satu rasa dalam hati yang akan buat saya ingat kesilapan bodoh yg saya buat kerana percaya dier suka saya kerana saya padahal dier juga hanya mementingkan yg zahir.

saya bukan benci dia tp ralat.

yer...ralat sbb saya tau dr awal semua ini akan blaku tp masih ttp nak teruskan.

bodoh kan?!

skrag...ttp masih xleh lupa dia walo hati berbunga bahagia bersama jodoh Allah n pengikat kasih kami

lama x kena tag...MARI!

Apa benda paling penting dalam hidup korang?
- mak baba siblings suami anak sedaramara kawan2.panjang kan senarai.huhu

2. Benda terakhir yang korang beli guna duit korang?
- my meals for today...bfast+lunch+jajan dalam keta = kenyang!

3. Dimanakah tempat korang akan langsungkan perkahwinan dan apakah temanya nanti?
- been there...done there.juat an ordinary wedding.i wore golden+chocolate - rasa nak wat all over again.haha

4. Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?
- INDEED I AM.always...insyaALLAH.

5. Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?
- as long as Allah gives us the chance to....insyaAllah.MAY ALLAH PROLONG OUR JODOH

6. Di mana korang selalu jumpa kekasih korang?
- emm....in every seconds of my life.but physically skang ni bila dier balik jer la...

7. Novel/buku/majalah terakhir yang dibeli?
- solusi dan mami n baby

8. Apakah nama penuh korang?
- izzara

9. Antara mak dan ayah, mane korang lebih mesra?
- baba

10. Namakan orang yang betul2 korang nak jumpa dalam hidup korang?
- sy betul2 nak jumpa suami saya TITIK

11. Adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?
- SOMETIMES....baba yg slalu TOLONG basuh bila ari kerja.

12. Dimanakah tempat yang betul2 korang nak pergi?
MOROCCO

13. Pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?
- it comes in a package aite?

14. Beritahu 3 benda tentang org yang tag?
-
a mother
- an adorable n lovely bff
- dier baru beli hp

15. 5 benda yang paling disayangi dalam hidup
- en.jingga
- kamera n lappy (a gift from hubby)
- a ring n a bracelets (from my solemnization)
- Handphone (eventhough i frequently change mine)
- stationeries n books


16. 5 lagu yang paling suka dan selalu dengar
- ahah...everything -michael buble
tunjukan padaku - s07(our song)
1 litre of tears - xto sape nyanyi
lg???? sy slalu dgr lagu ikut mood

17. Bila tarikh lahir dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas
- 10 november n 1st time celebrated it as a wife at rohaya 24jam in segamat.we ate a lot of kerang bakar. pedas tp sedap!!

surprise!

im excited to post this!

yesterday at 130, hubby called n we had a little chat.bertukar salam n bertanya khabar serta melepas rindu.can't recall the last time we had that kind of talk over the phone.
he asked me what time do i get back from work?i said...cam biasa, kol 2.then he has to sign off.ok...bye.

later that afternoon, ber-sms plak.

i miss u n he said he miss me back.


few msgs later, dalam kol seploh....i said i miss him again.n he didnt reply until about 1130.the msg said

jom makan.kita dating...

jom....

awak blanja.abg kat luar ni.

no!tipu!

LAR!

i got up...peeking at the door n YES!HE WAS STANDING BESIDE HIS BLACK KENARI.

im smiling ear to ear. grinning all nite!

today we went to kl...and sang to love songs all d way.

huhu..

dia dah balik n rindu makin dalam.

adam smlm menangis sbb baru bgn tido, xcam abah.tp arini riuh main ngan abah.hehe...

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

relief

it THAT time of the month again.

alhamdulillah.

i know i shouldnt be happy for not being pregnant but im just relief coz im not again.im not ready to have another one and mayb adam is too...for a lot of reason that is.im still juggling with adam and a mother's routine
kamal is currently in penang, im staying with my parents in segamat.insyaALLAH, if my application is approve...dptla bsatu.huhu.

not ready to accept another pregnancy is not showing my ungratitude n rejection towards what Allah has set for me.apparently, i have been praying to Allah to let me be at ease for a while n help me to get through the tough time im facing.i know dat Allah test those whom He loves.

as a humble abd'.....i pray dat Allah will still love me n gives me more rezqi in a different way.insyaALLAH.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

dumex fair!


yeah...its happening in segamat today at pasar mini othman kg jawa and billion.

adam is currently a dumex baby (yes - i do not bf my son n im not proud of it)

adam guna dumex dulac.too bad sbb fair ni hanya untuk dumex dugro.so,dpt belon jer la n baucar yang xbleh ditukar dgn susu.haha....


Friday, October 08, 2010

hey baby!




im posting about disposable diapers..huhu

sbb i just saw a fren using the same brand as me and lately ramai yg beli kat nirwana

im using dis because the prize is reasonable and affordable.haha(cam jawapan dak jah 6) but seriously, it is.adam is currently using size M and i only have to pay rm 27 for 74 pieces of diapers.barang pon bagus....tp baba kata bila oang ramai start beli ni nanti maybe haga akan naik plak

oh no!plss do not raise the price....

i surely recommend Hey Baby! to all parents out there.its value for ur money

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

5 monts old

this entry was supposed to be posted last week but i don have any idea on how to describe my feelings about adam turning 5 monts.so...here goes.

last week...on 29 sept was 5 monts bday for adam.
dier dah pandai meniarap n menjulur dgn laju nyer!haha...sgt lasak adam skang.
on d afternoon bawa adam pg inject n he didn't actually cried anymore.dier dah pandai tahan sakit.alhamdulillah

time really flies rite?with him growing up, i feel so bless by Allah for giving me dis chance tuk menyaksikan kebesaranNya.dr baby yg xto apa2...perkembangan adam betul2 buat sy rasa bsyukur.alhamdulillah....subhanallah.bila mengenangkan masa mengandungkan dier, n perkembangan dier skang buat sy rasa rindu nak mengandung lg.tp....mungkin 2 3 tahun lg kot.rehat la dulu.bagi adam blaja urus diri dulu, baru bleh harap jaga adik kan.dah la lately kerap pening...mak plak risau sy ngandung lg.haha...im very confident im not!

tp ttp rasa sedih sbb xdpt bf adam seadanya.
n xlama lg adam bleh mkn dah...xsaba nak suap adam mkn!

dear adam...

ibu harap n bdoa awak akan mmbesar menjadi anak soleh yang akan terhindar dr segala fitnah dunia dan syaitan dunia akhirat.jadilah hamba ALLAH yang adil.amin....