Monday, December 13, 2010

Blog Suka Hati Aku!: 1st Lucky Draw Blog Suka Hati


Blog Suka Hati Aku!: 1st Lucky Draw Blog Suka Hati

nak coba2 tgk lucky x utk dapat kain yang cantik tuh...hehe


nibong tebal

nibong tebal is my current location.

just arrived for about an hour ago n im mising home rite now.

anyhoe...i shud be prepared.
husband agree dat we shud live on our own.so...house hunting will be done soon.
im a little concerned about babysitter jer skang ni.

emosi?like i said....homesick.sapanjang perjalanan rasa sayu...sebak tp zai ingatkan saya dat dis is what i want.to be together with dear hubby.we neva have d opporunity to stay together before.to grow up n get mature in husband n wife thing...i brought my favourite kain batik from home n they are moms.n im now wearing my favourite pink shirt just to set the i'll - be - ok mood.

rasa cam newly weds pon ada..haha.especially bila MIL type dis to his(hubby's) inbox

tahniah selamat membina rumahtangga ke haper.tp mmg sgt cute msgnya.thanx mummy...

dis is my hijrah n may Allah put everything at ease.amin....
p/s - i didn't say good bye to anybody.this is a new beginning

Thursday, December 09, 2010

yassin n doa selamat

on 6th December 2010- dat was last monday we had a brief yassin n doa selamat for my hijrah to penang, for my mom's birthday and for maal hijrah.

menu :
laksa
rojak
kuih puding sago
puding roti
roti jala
air teh
chocolate fudge (i wanted choc indulgence tp ewan lupa)

here is some picture





critical thinking

texted cheno the other day and asked this

there is something wrong with me kalo aku asik pk idop aku ni ada je yg xkena kan?

noe what she replied?

I THINK TOO MUCH.

betul.i was asking her dat becoz i wanted to hear it from her.cheno has been my bestest buddy in TESL.she understands me a lot.n i tell her a lot too...thus, i believe her.

i do think too much about everything.n maybe because of that i am always in a state of jealousy.i always think dat other people are always better than me in everything.i remembered dilla said dat kita kalo pandang rendah pd diri sendiri than that is who we are.n day by day i always tell myself that im capable of doing anything by my own pace.then again...xsalah kalo kita xmampu kan?xder manusia n makhluk yang sempurna kecuali ALLAH.

saya juga slalu pk oang akan bkata buruk ttg saya dlm apa jua keadaan.bila buat sesuatu kerja, takut oang akan cari kesilapan saya.takut people will judge..

tp...saya bukan sistematik.bukan cerewet...sbb sy tlalu byk bpk ttg perkara remeh bbanding benda penting.sesungguhnya saya sedar...saya byk membuang masa dengan berbuat demikian.MASYA-ALLAH....ASTAGFIRULLAH.
saya kena belajar redha n ikhlas pada Allah then only suma benda pasal thinking too much will end.
yes...i noe d solution tp semakin kita menghampiri Allah,maka makin kuatlah kita akan di uji.

Saturday, December 04, 2010

karangan

am not good in expressing thoughts through writing hence lame blog.
suka jer bila baca blog oang lain yang best la dbaca.
tp dlm kepala no xbenti2 plak mengarang.
all day n all nite sampai kdg2 susah nak tdo sbb mengarang citer mengarut dan remeh.

dis shows dat i have low self esteem.i always look down on myself...xto buat tu la...xto buat ni la.bila baca citer oang ke...tgk oang lain ker, slalu rasa their grass is greener.xptt kan.maka slalu terkesan dengan apa oang buat n ckp
eg:
apa ekh?haha ok...ok...i got one

pasal bf...tbaca status friend dlm fb SAYA TELAH BERJAYA BF ANAK SYA n she will sent like the same post is diff phrases n makes me feel low sbb xdpt bf anak.

oang lain cam mampu jer nakbeli apa yg mereka suka...saya?slalu kena holding on.

dpt pakai cantik2 tp saya?

so...new year resolutin...nak pandang tinggi pada diri sendiri.haha...bleh tak?
i hear it oftenly these few monts pasal positive thinking ni.especially when u kind-of need IT untuk BF ur baby.hmm....hate that.


pindah

well...xderla update sgt pasal pindah ni sbb suma masih sama.

blom kemas brg2 pon lg.

funny thing is mak soh sewa lori untuk angkut bedroom set yg saya beli masa wedding dulu.yer...mmg 2k beli tp watper lak nak angkut?!

mcm la xbalik umah ni lg.

p/s:penah x rasa nak ubah sstgh perkara dlm idup?astagfirullah....benda ni sebenanrnya ada kaitan dgn iman tp can't stop thinking bout it.teruk kan?!