there is something wrong with me kalo aku asik pk idop aku ni ada je yg xkena kan?
noe what she replied?
I THINK TOO MUCH.
betul.i was asking her dat becoz i wanted to hear it from her.cheno has been my bestest buddy in TESL.she understands me a lot.n i tell her a lot too...thus, i believe her.
i do think too much about everything.n maybe because of that i am always in a state of jealousy.i always think dat other people are always better than me in everything.i remembered dilla said dat kita kalo pandang rendah pd diri sendiri than that is who we are.n day by day i always tell myself that im capable of doing anything by my own pace.then again...xsalah kalo kita xmampu kan?xder manusia n makhluk yang sempurna kecuali ALLAH.
saya juga slalu pk oang akan bkata buruk ttg saya dlm apa jua keadaan.bila buat sesuatu kerja, takut oang akan cari kesilapan saya.takut people will judge..
tp...saya bukan sistematik.bukan cerewet...sbb sy tlalu byk bpk ttg perkara remeh bbanding benda penting.sesungguhnya saya sedar...saya byk membuang masa dengan berbuat demikian.MASYA-ALLAH....ASTAGFIRULLAH.
saya kena belajar redha n ikhlas pada Allah then only suma benda pasal thinking too much will end.
yes...i noe d solution tp semakin kita menghampiri Allah,maka makin kuatlah kita akan di uji.
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