karangan

am not good in expressing thoughts through writing hence lame blog.
suka jer bila baca blog oang lain yang best la dbaca.
tp dlm kepala no xbenti2 plak mengarang.
all day n all nite sampai kdg2 susah nak tdo sbb mengarang citer mengarut dan remeh.

dis shows dat i have low self esteem.i always look down on myself...xto buat tu la...xto buat ni la.bila baca citer oang ke...tgk oang lain ker, slalu rasa their grass is greener.xptt kan.maka slalu terkesan dengan apa oang buat n ckp
eg:
apa ekh?haha ok...ok...i got one

pasal bf...tbaca status friend dlm fb SAYA TELAH BERJAYA BF ANAK SYA n she will sent like the same post is diff phrases n makes me feel low sbb xdpt bf anak.

oang lain cam mampu jer nakbeli apa yg mereka suka...saya?slalu kena holding on.

dpt pakai cantik2 tp saya?

so...new year resolutin...nak pandang tinggi pada diri sendiri.haha...bleh tak?
i hear it oftenly these few monts pasal positive thinking ni.especially when u kind-of need IT untuk BF ur baby.hmm....hate that.