so...i read an article entitled perancangan menjadi isteri n matlamat kita sebagai wanita muslimah atau isteri solehah la kan.yg initially dapat menyumbang kepada kemajuan ummah.
terus tfikir apa matlamat sy?
from primary, secondary n of course tertiary i always know im gonna or might be ateacher although i love to say that ONE DAY IM GONNA BE A DOCTOR.turns out im not good enough to be a doctor.im a mediacore. x cemerlang tp juga x gagal.
n now yes...im a teacher.i love teaching but i still - not to say fail but not yet touch anybody's heart.a great teacher could do that.maybe when i can control my temper better..i would be one too.
but what else?im not yet succeed as a murabbi...
belum juga cemerlang sebagau isteri kerana sy masih rasa perkahwinan kami masih baru.kami blom dpt selesaikan masalah komunikasi antara kami.n dat is major sbb kurang komunikasi menyebabkan kami kurang merancang masa depan.for now, we are going with the flow.masa depan meaning...rumah, financial etc.
we are facing financial difficulty now n not sure about 3 years from now apatah lg 20 thn akan datang.
again...apa matlamat sy?khasnya sbg muslim...
sy pernah dgr seorg pengacara tv Alhijrah kata - orang yg selalu mengeluh kebosanan ni, xder matlamat -
bleh dkatakan sy menjalani hidup by day.tp mengharungi hari dengan menanti apa yg akan blaku pd hari tsebut.bkn merancang...jd dah gagal mencari matlamat dsitukan?mcm mana dengan masa depan?masa depan sy sendiri?nak sambung blaja ke?terus jd guru biasa ke?then...what about anak2?haih...nak kata nak amik one step at a time, rasa mcm masa dah suntuk sgt dah.dek kerana gagal merancnag matlamat...byk yg telah sy bazirkan.
No comments:
Post a Comment