Wednesday, February 25, 2009

subhanallah

i woke up at 4 dis morning and read dis msg...thanx to ceno.she forwaded to me yesterday n xsangka i really need it today.

Dari Imam Al-Ghazali:
ketika aku mohon kekuatan, Allah beri aku kesulitan sehingga aku kuat,
ketika aku tidak pernah menerima apa yg aku pinta, Allah memberi apa yg aku perlukan...

(sebenaryer...msg ni panjang lagi...tp dua baris ayat ni cukup bermakna hari ni)

yer...sgt dalam maksudnyer.Allah punya jawapan tuk setiap apa yg berlaku dlm hidup kita.setiap buruk ader baiknya.dan apa sahaja yg dtg dr Allah hanyalah demi kebaikan kita.DIA MAHA TAHU.hari ini, aku belajar utk menerima segala ketentuan nyer.bukan la maksudnya selama ni xpernah terima, tp aku ngaku kekadang kita mudah menyalahkan oang lain atas kecuaian sendiri.hari ni...satu lg bukti, aku ni absent minded.jiwa kosong!!!!

today had been a terribly bad day.im having emotional break down (xsudah-sudah kan) n thanx to ceno n zai im able to laugh walopon diiringi tangisan.amazingly, baba langsung xmara sy n we didn't even fight over d matter.

betul...sayer guru siswazah.sejajar dgn jolokan itu....sayer sentiasa cuba sedaya upaya menurut perintah dari pihak atasan.u are open to judge me any way u want but i determine to change and im taking it one step at a time or maybe i need a bigger step dis time.im not egois...but i am a grown up , a lady indeed.i have dignity.pls...dont treat me like im kindergarten.like an uneducated junk.

its raining cats n dogs the whole of my day.
i love rain
it calms me
alhamdulillah...i know Allah loves me
i've been n still crying now n Allah permit the rain to be with me n calm me.
Allah xkan menguji n menduga lebih dari kemampuan kita.
makanya...sy bersyukur atas kejadian hari ini.
sayer patut belajar n bukan menagisi walopon ader la sedikit ralat kan.

im going to be busy again tomorrow...menyiapkan segala keje tertngguh.lucky me, esok budak start peksa n i hope they'll do well for their first time dis year.


4 comments:

aEsHa aEsHly said...

izan? mengape? ko ade problem ke? psl budak dagu yg tut tu ke?

ezarn said...

em..problemnyer aku sgt cuai sampai xsedar selama ni aku xder academic transcript n menyebabkan aku d "halau" dr tempat temuduga.

aEsHa aEsHly said...

what??? ape tu academis transcript???

ezarn said...

result kiter tuh...yg official dr uia.selama ni aku simpan yg print shj